Ok this is the not the life I thought I would have. It could be worse, right? But lets be honest it could be better. I am married and fighting to make that work, mom of 2 boys. I have a degree which seems to do me no good because I don't have experience (at least that is how it feels). Well time to get off this pity party I am taking my life back I am loosing this weight, going to get the career I want and my marriage....well I guess we will have to wait and see how that works out....